I'm trying to remind myself as well that throughout my life I have been blessed with great jobs, so hopefully my luck is not beginning to change. And as well, it seems, things have just happened without too much work or sacrifice on my part. Although my parents would agree as they have always found me to be hardworking, I think unless I were running 10 KMs uphill I would not see things as being difficult. Or studying organic chemistry. Or reading a book written in Russian. Blah.
What am I going on about? I guess when these minor speed bumps happen I tone things down a bit, focus more clearly on things and become a good person for a while. Then slowly I slip back into being the usual Heather that everyone likes to laugh at and not hire and the vicious cycle starts again. Where will it take me this time?